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Friday, October 31, 2003
 
youth
Oh! I have a brother, this is not new, but we chatted tonight, here is what we chated about. RixtySeven: how's school Japyquack: i am dealing Japyquack: thinking about chicago RixtySeven: yeah, mom told me RixtySeven: why chicago Japyquack: its far wasy Japyquack: and i like that Japyquack: oh and cold Japyquack: (i know, i am a wierdo) RixtySeven: well, as long as you know Japyquack: lol Japyquack: but how are you and all that? your a junior now? RixtySeven: yeah RixtySeven: i'm good RixtySeven: i can understand wanting to be further away, but distance is never really a good reason to move. RixtySeven: and mom really worries about you RixtySeven: but i don't think that chicago is that bad a choice Japyquack: why does she worry? Japyquack: is that an everybody thing? RixtySeven: nah RixtySeven: it's a " I never know what he's doing" kind of thing RixtySeven: it's a joey thing RixtySeven: and it's a your her son thing RixtySeven: mom's tend to worry about their sons Japyquack: our mom loves to worry Japyquack: i think Japyquack: oh, grandma is gonna be close RixtySeven: yeah Japyquack: how wierd is that? RixtySeven: i heard RixtySeven: it's good Japyquack: dad's gonna be impossible RixtySeven: i think this will be better for dad Japyquack: for now yes, but when she dies, i wonder how he will deal RixtySeven: yeah, it'll be pretty hard RixtySeven: but onto brighter things RixtySeven: maybe you should take up something RixtySeven: instead of moving RixtySeven: i mean you are in the one place that everyone wishes they were in Japyquack: it's not what it used to be RixtySeven: nothing ever is Japyquack: i hear that RixtySeven: you should really consider joining something instead of just thinking about school work and sex Japyquack: thats not my whole life. Japyquack: what makes you think that? RixtySeven: thats good RixtySeven: well, it is most people's life RixtySeven: i wasn't referring to only you Japyquack: ahhh RixtySeven: but you are a stern and stern's are usually school, work and sex people RixtySeven: it's a fact Japyquack: is that true? i never chat with my family, though sis is married to a latin lover. RixtySeven: and food Japyquack: ahh food, i like food RixtySeven: are you unhappy in NY? RixtySeven: just because you feel like you should be experiencing different places? Japyquack: i think i am just... unhappy with my school, and want to exeprience new, but that always been my trouble, i want new. RixtySeven: yeah, but new doesn't have to be in chicago RixtySeven: new can be in ny RixtySeven: i mean, think about what you really want Japyquack: money, power, and freedom. RixtySeven: well, but not like that, I mean what you want, as in what would you do with your money power and freedom Japyquack: oh, travel i think RixtySeven: do you want to find love, do you want to be respected artistically, do you want to have a social group that goes out together and gossips a lot Japyquack: or, explore, maybe write a novel RixtySeven: well, writing a novel is a step in the right direction RixtySeven: so, maybe you should try hanging out with people who also want to write Japyquack: LOl Japyquack: stop with the advice, please :-) Japyquack: tell me more of your college life RixtySeven: OK RixtySeven: my college life is fun RixtySeven: i go to football games RixtySeven: parties RixtySeven: and i meet girls and try to have sex with them RixtySeven: and then i get good grades RixtySeven: and then I go to the pool or the driving range RixtySeven: and sometimes I drink too much RixtySeven: but florida state is where i want to be, lots of hot christian girls, and stupid drunk ex-jocks RixtySeven: very souther RixtySeven: southern RixtySeven: and people don't have to be serious all the time Japyquack: you fit into the later category still, right? RixtySeven: of course RixtySeven: people here, don't make a big deal out of life RixtySeven: i like that Japyquack: thats something i think i want too Japyquack: pretention lives in ny RixtySeven: well, thats not going to be different in chicago Japyquack: you think? Japyquack: i have been watching roseanne RixtySeven: ha Japyquack: it tells a different story RixtySeven: i was in chicago a few years ago RixtySeven: with sarah RixtySeven: when i visited her in wisconsin RixtySeven: it sucks Japyquack: i have been there RixtySeven: yeah, it's like a smaller, colder, ny Japyquack: it's cold, but has a strong fag comunity, and some cool bars. RixtySeven: yeah, and ny doesn't? Japyquack: there are a lot of gays here, just not a community Japyquack: i have some chill friends Japyquack: but i want someplace far away Japyquack: mom keeps egging me to come home every weekend Japyquack: and dad wants lunch Japyquack: Family is in with his E&Y this year i think Japyquack: i want to be someplace that i can't do that RixtySeven: joey, i garuntee there's some poor, little, in-the-closet gay kid, who is stuck in a christian, right-wing, conservative town in alabama, who wants to kick you in the nuts right now. RixtySeven: if you can't find what your looking for in ny (and it's not warmer weather) then you need to think about what you're really looking for. Japyquack: hmm Japyquack: agree RixtySeven: http://newyork.craigslist.org/grp/ Japyquack: time to bounce :-) Japyquack: why do you always try to fix my life? RixtySeven: craigslist is the key to ny cities fun side Japyquack: u ever used it? RixtySeven: yep RixtySeven: for comedy clubs RixtySeven: and most people use it to find roomates Japyquack: ahhh back when you were gonne be an actor, you and nate still writting? RixtySeven: nah, i'm making a lot more music RixtySeven: and still writing jokes Japyquack: ahhh Japyquack: cool RixtySeven: Here's some more advice: if you don't want advice, then don't talk to me. Japyquack: i know, it's part of the "rob" RixtySeven: yep RixtySeven: always will be RixtySeven: but, i'll tell you this, i'm impressed with everything you've done so far Japyquack: okay, well i am gonna bounce, have a hppay halloween, or whatever. RixtySeven: and i'm happy that you've made some good friends Japyquack: And i you rob, and i you. RixtySeven: allright RixtySeven: have a good one That is my brother, the kid who flunked out of his sophomore year of highschool because he decided that beer and pussy were better than math. The kid who knocked my front teeth out when I was little ( I asked him to, they were loose). The one who gave me my knee scar. And the one who consistently proves to be my rival. At 2 and a half years difference you would think he is light years ahead of me. But he is not, he ran off to Florida last year, after taking a semester off to “try comedy” (read: drink and sleep). Argh… so why do I care that he is proud of me? Stupid family.. grrrr. Okay, I go sleepies now, Oh I talked with Sean, who continues to give me personality erections. I plan to

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