Okay, i am done resisiting, i am done telling myself over and over that i don't want something that i clearly do. I want to be trained, i want to be a better boy. I am not sure i want a collar, i don't think i want a relationship. but I want someone to come into my life, and tie me up, beat me, have me blow him and then not let me cum until "you do better". So now what do i do? well i keep sleeping around until one of hookups blue balls me. Or until boston where i will meet some men who will hopefully play an important role in my devolpment.
- posted by G @ 10:38 PM